The blog
This is my blog and I want to write all the shit out and disclose it. I have not a lot of energy and I don't even want to drain energy. I have to do a lot, like make some questions for Thomas because I'm going to talk with him tomorrow evening, practice some songs, write a blog, learn some French, upload some songs. I try to drain energy from coffee and the only thing I want is drink beer and sit on the bench all day, not moving any muscle. And maybe I'm going to do that, even tho I know it will not improve my level of energy. What I can also do is go for a running or take a hike, learn French. There is so much to do and so much to learn, but I want to lay on the bench or lay in bed. I care about the people I'm living with, Gael. I care about Gael, if he will find a job as a waiter in the restaurant I'm working. I'm starting to sweat and at the moment I don't really know what will be best for me, what choice. I want to do the thing what's the best for me...